I am no hero nor am I trying to be one. Some think they are entitled to their 15 minutes of fame. Who are you trying to be famous for and why? I don’t seek fame nor glory. I have no fucking clue what I am searching. I guess you could say the same as everyone else. Love, prosperity, acceptance and happiness. I know I should be saying peace on earth but I am NOT miss fucking America. I will leave that fake bullshit to the Barbie dolls who probably blew their way on to the stage. If I offend anyone, I really don’t care. Offending anyone means I struck a chord of truth.
It amazes me how people want honesty but get offended, pissed off and combative when I do give them honesty. I don’t get that. I have this neighbor who keeps getting with total losers. She plays the poor- poor me card. No pity from me. Suck it up you stupid bitch. Why is it MY problem your late on rent? Why is it my concern you chose to support a lazy ass? I am sorry but his dick can’t be THAT good ! I have been around and trust me it is NOT. nor is pussy. I know what your thinking- oh I must not have had awesome sex.. fuck you, I have had the best and the worst BUT I will never sacrifice myself for a good piece of ass. been there done that. Lesson learned. Sex is good when you make it good. If you have no idea what I am talking about … well…. sorry about your luck. You will learn……one day.
I always try to practice do what ye will and harm none, respect my elders, live life striving towards enlightenment and surround myself with positive people and environment. Unfortunately I have past stragglers that continue to haunt me. These people are like herpes. Disappear but eventually come back and it is NEVER pleasant. ( no I do not have herpes !)
As I say this- a couple of people come to mind. The first one is someone who use to be a part of the family but now no longer. This person only cares about her next meal ticket. Marrying one brother while fucking the other brother. She knew her ass was out the door so in order to secure her next “money train” she moves on to her brother -n-law. Talk about a weird fucking situation. When I met her she had married the “brother n law” and so I sat back and observed. The holidays and family gathering are a real joy. I can’t imagine how a conversation would go between the two brothers. “Hey there, how’s my ex-wife?” “oh great, she is doing great, she sucks my dick like a champ” “well bro, happy for ya, she does suck a good dick” ….
Both brothers are no longer with her, but this whole situation has caused a serious breakdown in the brothers relationship. She moved on to someone else within a couple of weeks when her marriage hit the rocks. Whatever happened to “thru sickness and health, richer or poorer ?” I know I am the LAST person to judge since I have been married 4 times, however, the way she played this whole situation out was just manipulative and downright cold. She reminds me that people like her DO exist and that is so sad. Have you no pride? no compassion? I guess not so please get the fuck out of my life and leave me and my wife alone. We have nothing for your sorry ass.
The second person is my ex husband. This guy left me when I was at my lowest, when I became an inconvenience he threw me away like yesterdays trash. I was heart broken and lost all self worth. I believed he was everything. I would have died for him without hesitation. Everything I believed in became a lie. I was strong and moved on. I found the love I wanted and truly deserved with another. My ex constantly tries to re-enter into my life. Me, trying to be the better person keep a friendly and civil relationship with him. I am happy and honestly I thank him for being a douche because I now have a relationship that brings out the best in me, a love that legends are made from, and a loyalty that goes beyond this lifetime.
To be honest, I want him to see how happy I am. That revenge is mine and I cherish it. Look at me you fucker! I am happy and with a woman. I hope this bruises your ego and shrinks your dick. I am the best you ever had. I loved you more and better than anyone else did or ever will. So this trash you so easily threw away is a treasure to someone who believes IN me, LOVES me more than herself, and Loyal to me beyond measure.
So rather than seeing these people as annoyance, I see these people as a reminder. A reminder to never be like them and grateful for what I do have now.
in the words of Rascal Flats ” God Bless the broken road, that led me straight to you””
I love you, Chris my beautiful wife. More than you will EVER know.