Pondering thoughts-philosophy-dark thoughts
I hide from the news, social media, and as of late, my own damn phone. Everytime I turn around there is someone or some group telling me what matters- black lives, trans lives, police lives, save the whales, save the turtles, smile more, connect with the universe, don’t offend, speak up, be silent, and on and on it goes………………….. fuck! IF they are so concerned about what I am doing or there a…
Anyone that withholds the right from a mother to bury their child is a real piece of shit. You Suck!! Let me provide the scenerio- A gentleman passes away suddenly, unexpectedly. Quite the shock to everyone. This gentleman was married however separated. He had personal issues but the final straw was when his “wife” decided to spread her joy for another man. I do admit the marriage was NOT perfect and both parties are guilty.…
I sat there watching my grandma die. Her breathes were shallow yet She fights to live. Does she sense our presence? Does she hold on for us? I encourage her to live but not in this realm. I am willing her to let go. I reassure her that we are all ok. Her work here is done. I tell her to go embrace her son, he is waiting for her on the other side. I…
For ten years I watched my children grow up through pictures. Little snippets over time. It was a world I wanted to be in. If anyone ever felt guilty for whatever sin created against me, I knew I could count on a picture of my children. Now as adults I watch them through social media. This is the only way I have a small clue of what is going on in their lives. Even the…
She left like a whisper; her presence echoes in my heart. My absence does not effect her- for she is still alive yet I am dead. She doesn’t mourn me- not even a thought. I live between existence to not even existing at all. What have I done so terrible? I am not even a ghost. A ghost is acknowledged to have once lived. However, I am nothing to her. Her eyes are my eyes,…